Monday, September 11, 2006
it's pretty indescribable. amazed how i can spring from one end to another.half an hour ago i was feeling rock bottom. been working and reworking and rereworking my essay the entire day and i'm not even half way thru! i know what i wanna say but it doens't come out right so i rephrase it over and over again. i rework my material meticulously. i can't find the facts and figures and references i saw a moment ago to put into my essay and i'm driving myself nuts. feeling saturated and annoyed with myself and everything else. went out and wanted to take a break and watch Grey's anatomy but cldn't coz my grandma was outside. wanted to look for something to nibble on but there was nothing (i want my mooncakes!!) decided i'd settle for msn knowing that at least some quality human interaction would refresh me and get me in shape to write on...but of ALL nights, i cldn't sign in due to some technical error. tallk about pissing off.so just as i was sitting alone in silent revolt, andrew calls!!! haha and it immediately perks me up and makes me smile. haha guess hearing from a great fren does that to u. :) now i think i'm ready to go back to writing.....ok, not really...but trudge on i shall. haha here's to a loooooooong night ahead. hope i remain sane.
