Friday, September 29, 2006
ok i'm tired. really tired. haven't felt this drained in awhile. while i'm thankful for how all my interviews fell into place and appointments were neatly lined up...i'm oh-so-tired. the last 3 days have zapped me more than i thought they wld with project meetings then interviews then tuition or church or some permutation of that. heh essentially, it's the end of mid-sem break, i've barely started on my indiv paper (haven't even read half my research papers!!), i've yet to transcribe my interviews, i've yet to fix up 2 more interviews, i've yet to come up with the consent forms for our research proj, i've yet to upload articles for advanced family therapy, i've yet to prepare or even think abt my HT presentation....ok the list could go on...heh as SQ wld say...after this whining i cld do with some cheese. heh *rolls eyes*heh been really quiet once i get home coz i've talked so much at meetings and interviews and tuition and all that i just don't feel like talking anymore when i get home. haha and i feel bad. esp since my folks have been most understanding. ok time to pull myself together and trudge on. i know i'm stressed up when i'm constantly thinking abt my list of things to do when i'm not doing work...for e.g. when i'm at the gym, when i'm on the train, when i'm waiting for someone/something to happen, when i'm showering...think tt's why i end up feeling drained coz my brain's working overtime. hahaam gonna slot out time to do my personal retreat today. i need it. otherwise i'm gonna degenerate further and be a full-time grump. haha ok shower, work, meet amu and mich, hide out somewhere nice and have my retreat then meet the family for dinner at some north indian restaurant :) heh oddly, really oddly, i'm not psyched abt birthday celebrations this yr...maybe coz there's just so much work and things to do on my mind. bah.
