Monday, January 29, 2007
i've got such a bundle of emotions going on in me right now that it's weird. especially since they're all work-related/inspired. or maybe not. maybe they're just triggered by work. anyway, got really frustrated and grumpy with myself coz i've been mulling over how to write my part for my 5000 word paper all day and i still have no clue. and after talking to dhoby, i realized that i'm pretty darn screwed. can't believe i lended myself the econs part of the paper. but it's on my plate and it's gotta be done by hook or by crook. i just realized how bad that rhyme sounds. sounds so criminalish. gee. randomness never fails to strike me even tho i'm feeling defeated. then it sucks to feel defeated over work. man it's only 15%. if only it only required that much, or little, effort. then i feel bad for being a grump on dhoby and my brother who've come in contact with the grouch.then i get an sms that someone else has agreed to be interviewed!! so that brings it up to 2 people. pathetic sounding still, but hey, i know have double the no. i've had for the past month! odd that just when i was about to throw in the towel and consider reshaping my thesis, i get a confirmed participant, a call from a friend who works in an agency who finds out i got rejected by his staff member and who has decided to fight for my case with his bosses tmr tho he's already helped me so so much, and an email to my sup from his ex-student saying his agency is willing to support my research - all in one day. it's all giving me a headache. bleah.
and eunice ends here :
- 11:24 PM