Thursday, February 15, 2007
sometimes u read something and it stops u dead in ur tracks, especially when you just talked about it or thought about it or been doing both. and thoughts race thru ur mind and jump from one to another. then you stop yourself, shake your head, and tell yourself to stop it. happened once too many times today about completely different things. but it always helps to write it all out and make sense of it, especially for me it does. obviously not here...but in my notebook when its about work/thesis and in my journal when it's about life. haha my my, don't i sound melancholic.but really, sometimes it gets me really upset and disgusted with the way things are. other times it makes me wonder. most times it lingers. but thankfully, almost every time it gets me running back to the One who has the answers, regardless what got me started in the first place.