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Thursday, March 29, 2007
so i've gone on the last four years thinking that i'd have nothing to worry about when i graduate - except work itself of course. never thought i'd have to fuss and worry about applying for jobs and writing a cv and all that though since...i'm bonded and no matter what, i'll have a job. but then we decided that we wanted to go for our own interviews before we got were issued lists of where to go, so that was the plan.but then i missed the deadline for the only job that has caught my attention and only found out today that my online application wasn't submitted. it's entirely my fault coz i didn't check and i forgot about it while rushing to finish my thesis draft. but still! couldn't believe myself! how'd that slip by me?!and i only realized and panicked when adrian asked if i was gonna be his colleague and it hit me then that i had missed the deadline! but he immediately set about asking his colleagues who he could speak to and helping me out with it. and i'm really grateful coz too many times has this boy saved me from various kinds of odd situations i find myself in. so thank you, mr ng. haha who'd have thought that this random boy i met while relief teaching would turn out to be such a life-saver on so many counts. this is the 4th time, ain't it? hahahaand so i don't know if they'll still accept my application. but joanne's right - we'll definitely have jobs, it's just a matter of where. i wish just was just...just. but it's not just just. haha ok nvm. but she's right...God, you already know where You wanna place me. of course i've gotta get down to sending out my applications and being proactive about it...but i'm reminded that i can do all the planning i want, but ultimately, it's not up to even where NCSS places me, it's where you You do. so yes, i surrender this next scary portion of my life to you. i don't even know if i really want this job....suddenly i feel kinda lost...but...For peace of mind, resign as general manager of the universe.
-- Larry Eisenberg
and eunice ends here :
- 8:06 PM