Wednesday, March 28, 2007
so i didn't think i'd be posting anything for awhile but i'm sure not feeling up to work..though of course, that's not an option. so i'll set my lazy self down to it after this.guess last night's meltdown really took me by surprise. so i battled against myself over whether to go for LCM or not. i almost didn't go coz everything that could have gone wrong on my way to church, did. so it seemed really logical not to. but i did anyway, as i would later find out why. apparently i'm not holding up so well to this stress afterall. thought i was doing pretty ok, but i was wrong i guess...but at least i came up with an interesting theory last night while talking to ems during our 16 mins slot (haha u have to be there to know what shern put us up to): people usually only have flings over the summer/during holidays coz that's when they can deal with emotional/irrational/non-logical things when the intellectual/responsible/work-related part of them is not functioning or working full-time. haha i think the brain can only cope with either intellectual/work-related things or emotional/relationshippy things optimally, not both concurrently. it's just too demanding and overwhelming. haha ok enough rambling.i'm just glad i went in the end. thank you, God. You knew i needed to be there.
