Monday, June 04, 2007
so i'm finally home...it really hasn't felt like a month, especially towards the end of my trip...but here i am. sitting in my room at my study table typing away at my laptop, finally with time and space to think and write...the wonderful familiarity of it all...yet a strange restlessness i feel as well..i wish i had more time with the girls in London and to see London...but perhaps it's the brevity of it all that makes the memory of it all that much sweeter and the time spent together all that more precious. : ) can't wait to get my hands on the Chi pictures...Lav's right, i think i was happiest those last 3 days of my trip out of the 30 we spent in Europe. it wasn't the Big Ben or Tower Bridge or Buckingham PAlace...it was simply spending time with my girls over the breakfast table or dinner...
my parents are away at church retreat and the brother was suppose to be out all day too but he stayed home with me today in the end which i'm mighty glad for! think i'd be really bummed out if i came home to an empty house! missed my family a whole ton so having kor home to talk to all afternoon has been nice : )
anyway, so the past few posts have just been quick 5 min updates on where i am and what i'm doing/going to do. didn't quite get the luxury of time to post more than that till now...but even now, i actually haven't quite consolidated my take-aways from my trip. haha i will in time...for now, guess i'm not entirely sure how various things i've seen and observed and experienced change things now or reshape the way i look and feel about stuff...what i'm certain about though, is that i definitaly am glad to have gotten away from everything for a month..it's amazing what space and distance does to put things in perspective. maybe i have more questions than i have answers now about life in general though...like how things are gonna be like when i start work in under a month, where i will eventually end up working at (yeah, going for an interview with them tmr and i have no idea how that'll go but it shd be interesting since ncss is "recalling" me for the 2nd time tho they know i already have a job offer), what expectations to have, how i'll cope and adapt, how i should draw or redraw boundaries, how i should or want to live life, whether what seems so elusive will actualize, whether i'm willing to go back to my comfort zone or keep pushing out of it till there isn't one i stagnate in or when i no longer allow myself to stay in....haha as heavy going as all that sounds, some of it is really trivial..trust me.oh, so i looked through my pictures and got bored of them pretty quick coz most of them are just of buildings and scenary and inanimate things. haha so it's not surprising that my favourite pics are the back-to-back ones with lav or the craziest people we've met along the way and the girls. here's a quick sampling..
lav and i in Venice in front of the gondolas..
these are some of the coolest dudes we hung out with...our venice buddies!
and then of course this is Chi! Wei, Sheena, Ana, Mich, IVan, Lish and Anand infront of Tower Bridge after dinner at Strada.. : )