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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
what if i can't?what if i lose myself?what if i don't perform?what if i get too caught up with the need to perform?what if i get sucked in?what if i forget what's truly important?what if i end up selling my soul to the job, only to realize that i've got only myself to blame for it at the end of the day?what if i become like what everyone says people w/o direct practice experience are like?what if i get caught up in trying to prove them wrong?and...will i be able to not be a perfectionist?will i be able to strike and maintain that delicate balance between putting in my best and knowing when enough is enough?will i be able to reflect who He is to people around me?will i be able to lose my need to impress?will i be able to remain faithful till the end?will i be able to serve and spend as much time with my cg and in youth min?oh trust me, the list of what ifs and will Is could go on and on and on...everyone has warned me about the potential pitfalls and vices of the working world. so i know them...but what if i fall right into them? what if there are others i haven't heard about those and i fall into those? i'm sure i haven't heard them all...i've heard so many sermons and read so many things of late that i so badly want to hold on to. but what if i fail and i can't and don't?then i'm reminded of grace. grace that saved me, grace that will cover every fault. grace that will bring me back to the arms of One who loves me. grace that is more than sufficient. grace that abounds. and grace that will see me through.funny how the greatest and most important lesson i learnt from 4 years of being in uni was dependence. looks like i'm about to re-learn it all over again from scratch. new lifestyle, new environment, new people, new expecations, new challenges, new perspectives, new everything...(i think the only thing i like about this list of new things is new clothes!!!! :)) thankfully i have an unchanging God.
and eunice ends here :
- 11:07 PM