Sunday, March 04, 2007
it's been one crazy weekend alright. it has seemed incredibly long but i know it really hasn't been. think i really overdid it yday though...i could feel it but i tried to ignore it...my body obviously couldn't so now i'm officially sick with all the flu symptoms in tow. well, for all it's worth, i managed to do an insane amt of things yday - play 2 hrs of floorball in church, do 2 interviews in seng kang, rush back in time to attend service with my cg, have dinner with the older girls at ade's and play a bit of cranium, drive home from church (yes, this is big for me coz i've NEVER driven home coz it's way too complicated but i finally did on my own! well not quite on my own coz my steady direction guide was there! haha thanks again big ngoh!), have a really goot talk and catch up with farand, and veg out a bit in front of the tv b4 falling into bed. haha woke up 9 hours later aching n feeling like crap though. probably the combined effect of playing floorball for the first time this yr and being sick. haha and maybe age. anyway, i think what's even more amazing from the weekend is how God's spoken so clearly about so many things through such diverse ways. it's too hard putting it all down here but i'd be glad to share with you one-on-one if we get the chance to! :) but the gist of it is that i've been reminded again of my calling to be a cg leader, what that means, how great that responsibility is, how i want my heart to become more and more like His, especially for His sheep, how i want Him to be glorified in my life, no matter the wordly state i'm in, and how i want my life to continually be surrendered to Him in every way. i thank God that He's not done with me yet, that His grace abounds, and that He doesn't grow tired of me or give up on me. so i'm not so sure what some of what He has spoken means exactly, or how it's gonna play itself out, but i know that You'll make straight my paths and i rest in that promise. oh! and for a small thesis update: i've finally finished my interviewing process! i've less than a month to write my thesis and i plan to finish my draft by this week. haha i don't know how and i actually doubt i'll manage to pull it off...but i know You'll see me through. i really don't feel up to it and i know i'm gonna struggle and be stretched to a whole new level....but i know You'll see me through. Make Yourself so so real and present Lord. I need You, i do.
and eunice ends here :
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